Eventually our fears seem to catch up with us. Kaka is leaving for Real Madrid. This is some sort of punch in the face. Actually it is a punch in the face, it feels like it! I can't believe he made his final decision. I think for non-Milan Fans it is difficult to understand, why. Well in hard and rough times, we always pinned our hopes to that young lad. We told ourselves : Nothing bad can happen, we have Kaka. Now he's gone. He'll leave a monstrous gap to fill out. ( here ) . Not to mention, that Ancelotti ( our coach) is gone as well...to CHELSEA that fcuking bastards! Leonardo, a former Milan midfielder from Brazil ( <3 ) is gonna train the guys instead. Good luck!
Usually I am university at that moment, but my spine's doing some unpleasant thing to me by hurting like hell. So I am working at home ( or I am trying my best to do so). Tomorrow I am leaving for Poland, sans my Love. That will be difficult, well the moments I am without him. It's like, I am so bound to him emotionally. Well it's the same for him generally, but he behaves differently. Instead of crying along - as I tend to do- he tries to absorb himself with work. Smart. I am looking forward to being there anyways. I haven't seen Mommy and Darek and Misia (our dog) for ages! And my best friend will be there as well. Good times!
I had a strange dream by the way. I dreamt that I become a Mom. I woke up totally shocked and sweaty, you know. It all seemed so far-fetched, blurry, surreal and on the other hand it seemed so natural! Damn, that was agitating.
I'll try to write in more often. It's quite scandalicious! Twilight was released on DVD yesterday, and I tried to find a way to purchase it without the nasty looks of my Hunk. He thinks I am gone mad with my Twilight-Mania. And I think it's quite rejuvenating :). You know, I already feel it in my bones.....
Bisous!
P.S Listening to that song right now. I love it!
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